Outraged

Rage is a very soft word to describe my feelings right now. Apparently, words like friendship not always apply to human relations with their most common meaning. If friendship means turning one's back to a friend in times of need, then I am completely desperate.
Why, oh why INTEREST is the driver for someone's friendly intentions??? And they don't help friends in need when they don't have an interest.
Pity for them and their interest.

It's a sad world.

Two drivers for a change

Two things happened just in 30 minutes which made me make an unusual decision. I was walking on the sidewalk near my block when I came up with an idea for a change. I know so many people and I haven't seen or even chatted online with some of them for such a long time! And from friends many became just acquaintances. I want to change that. I want to keep them. I was thinking of the idea every day to talk to someone who I haven't seen for a long time, and try to make them smile.
When I got back home and turned on my laptop I played a CD with relatively old mp3's from my collection. "Stagger" by Underworld started and it remineded me of times which I've thought had almost faded away.
It's decided. It might sound silly, but I take it quite seriously. I already did it once and it feels great to chat with people I haven't seen for ages.
Say hello! :)